meet my 'BABIES'.. :)

Assalamualaikum semua~

yay exam dah habis! masa untuk mengarut! hihi
nak tahu tak, i just found one website which i think the most awesome website i've ever found!
haha. selain dari facebook la. yelah yelah dan blogspot jugak. haha
website tu kita boleh gabungkan muka kita dengan someone else, then kita boleh tengok result nya macam mana.
nak tengok macam mana muka 'anak' pun boleh tau. haha
tapi jangan la percaya sangat, semua ni kerja Allah. kalau saje nak try boleh je.
sebelum tu, sesiapa yang berminat nak mengisi masa lapang macam aku ni,
sila lah tekan link bawah ni,

jom buat (muka) anak!

hehe. oh yaa! nak tengok tak wajah 'anak' hasil perkahwinan aku dengan Zac Efron?
haha. lihat ini!

aloloo isn't she's cute?? HAHA.

ni budak perempuan,

sweet je muka dia kannnn

tak puas dengan Zac Efron, aku try Taylor Lautner pulak
(ee kenapa bunyi macam menakutkan?)



ni 'baby' aku dengan Taylor Lautner, hihi

pun comel, pun comel... haha.

ni baby boy kot... kot? o,0

gelabah gile kan buat baby dengan mat salleh je,

memang la comel. memang la PUTIH MELEPAK. -,-"

okay, supaya adil pada diri sendiri,

(yela nak kawin dengan mat salleh memang terlalu SUKAR untuk dicapai)

so, aku try dengan Fizo Omar pulak. muahahahaha

tapi malas nak upload lah. by the way, 'baby' tu pun comel jugak okay.

haha

jadi conclusionnya : 

anak aku nanti memang comel. 

=_=

eew gatal. ni padah terlalu tension belajar.
(alasan semata2)



p/s: rasa macam nak bagi nama je dekat 'diorang' ni. hihi
      tapi nanti nampak sangat psycho. uhuk. selamat mencuba!

short letter,

to the sender of this song,

(don't know whether he will read this or not)

how are you now? i hope you're doing fine.

did you manage to forget everything?

did you found someone who is better?

i bet you're living your life happily right now. because i can see it.

and i'm glad for it. :)

you know what, everytime i hear this song, it reminds me of the old you. you that i used to know.

but, you'll never be the same again. WE, will never be the same again.

i know you've been through a hard time.

i know it is not easy to go through all this.

i know it's hard for you to accept this friendship again.

it's okay, i understand.

and again, I'm sorry.

Sincerely,

your ex-'pujaan hati'.

:)

true 'love' story,

when i was a kid, around 4 or 5 years old,
i used to like a boy. i adore him the most! he's my first love. ahaaa
we used to go to school together, played at the railway (landasan keretapi), singing and dancing hindustan song together (seriously),
playing masak-masak, i was the mom and he's the dad, and our children was my barbie dolls.
haha. he's cute and loving. there's one day when we came back from school,
a dog came from nowhere and suddenly barking at us. he grab my hand and we ran as fast as we could.
all i can remember until now is his gentle hand holding mine. aww so sweet~ ♥
we have been friends since we were baby! unbelievable? believe it. haha
we were neighbours and our parents have known each other for quite long time.
at school, he's my only boy friend, and the most closest friend i had.
we're very very very closed until one day, my family had to move to another house, which was located kilometres away.
for a better life, perhaps. haha. i was SOOOOOO sad, because on my last day,
he wasn't there. his family was on vacation, so i didn't have the chances to say goodbye.
and yes, i cried. huu T_T
we never meet again until i was 9 where our family visited him at their new house in Seremban.
and that was the LAST time, i'd ever saw him.



i do miss him a lot.




if someday, we could meet once again, i want to talk to him all day long, but i think maybe a day still seems not enough.
hihi. i want to talk about all our memories, ALL.
and i hope we can be bestfriend again. hmm
but i wonder, where is him now. i really had no idea where is him.
i NEVER heard about him since the last day we met. even my parents had lost contact with his parents.
and if, IF, he read this blog, i want him to know that this entry is specially for him.
yes, him. Azfar bin Azhar.
I still remember his name. awesome right? haha
 i called him aspal. haha. comel kann? :')

i really wish to meet you again. :)

p/s: this is true story okayy. romantik kann? hihi. :D

insomnia again,

mata ni taknak tidur.
dalam hati bercampur campur.
MENGAPAAAA??



tolonglah masa jangan cepat sangat berlalu.

i want to run freely again like i always did when i was a kid.

*sedih sebab conversation kita tadi stop secara 'dingin'. by the way, thanks for EVERYTHING today, 'pakcik'. :)

rambut?

thinking of changing my hairstyle. huhu
eventhough i wear hijab, it doesnt mean that i can't style it. kan?
as long as i don't show it to the non-muhrim guys.. hehe
tunjuk dekat ayah dengan adik je dah cukuppp. ceh ceh tiba tiba tunjuk baik. -,-"


first of all, i think i want to have some fringe like this one!

isn't this cute?? haha. lama tak potong rambut depan ni haa

dah sampai dagu dah punn

lepas tuu, nak potong gaya ni,

wavy style. aku suka rambut beralun2 ni.

rambut lurus je tak berapa minat sebab macam tak berapa nak ada seni.

heh. ni nak kena korbankan sikit la rambut ni nampaknye

T_T

takpe asalkan superb!

ohh tak sabar nak balik rumah minggu depan!

potong rambut~ potong rambut~ potong~ potong~ potong~!

(ok nape jadi macam menakutkan?)

p/s: sorry la entry rojak. kejap english kejap bm. maklumlah, saya kacukan.

      bwahahaha!  =_=

seindah biasa,

" i'm coming home, i'm coming home
  tell the world that i'm coming home
  let the rain wash away, all the pain of yesterday. "
                                              

                                                        -picture featuring: Nina Geofg.

i miss you even more, love! ♥

dare to swear?

buku best!

tak semestinya perempuan kena baca buku tentang perempuan je.

sometimes, men need to be understood. :)

p/s: tak tahan dengan godaan facebook dan belog, sedangkan malam ni
      ada exam critical thinking. haish. berharap agar tak masuk ICU malam ni.

migraine,

migraine = extreme headache.

the picture above explains how i'm feeling right now. T_T

i wonder why i often suffered headache lately.

EXTREME headache specifically. heh

exam's mood maybe? haish

cuba korang tengok gambar bawah ni lama-lama.
yang tak pening pun boleh jadi pening sekali kan?
haha. yes yes aku ada geng! >: )

p/s: everytime i ask you what are you thinking of,

      i wonder, do you ever thinking of me? ♥♥

Istimewa

Tiada puisi atau lagu

Tiada potret tiada ragu

Yang dapat ku ilham seindahmu

Nyata kau satu dalam berjuta

Wahai jelita kau istimewa

Walau ku kembara sedunia

Walau ketemu ramai wanita

Nyata kau tiada tandingannya

Seikhlas hati aku menyinta

Kau istimewa, teristimewa

Daku berikrar

Wahai maharaniku

Bina mahligai syahdu

Hanya engkau dan aku di situ

Tiada mimpi atau fantasi

Tiada rasa lebih berseri

Semekar murni hatimu sayang

Siang dan malam, aku terbayang

Kau istimewa, buat ku tenang

Daku berikrar

Wahai maharaniku

Bina mahligai syahdu

Hanya engkau dan aku di situ

Ingin ku bawa kau ke awana

Ingin memadu kasih asmara

Sepanjang hayatku curah cinta

Sebenar-benar ucapan kata

Kau istimewa oh! Percayalah

Ku perlu cinta dari wanitaku nan istimewa

Beriku cintamu nan istimewa

-Istimewa by Indigo.

lagu belog tukar lagi! hehe.

sweet gile kan lagu ni. sebenarnya dah berkurun lamanya aku cari lagu ni tau.

ingat tak dulu ada iklan sunsilk, pakai lagu tema ni. ala yang ada perempuan pakai tudung, pastu laki tu minat dia, background universiti, blablabla.

malas la nak cerita sini kan. search jela kat youtube 'iklan sunsilk'.

alangkah indahnya kalau ada lelaki yang nyanyi macam ni untuk aku.

haha. sorry la lelaki, perempuan memang macam ni. suka berangan dan mengharap sesuatu yang romantik dari lelaki.

okay mungkin tak semua perempuan kot. hmm

tapi rasanya angan angan aku ni memang hanya angan angan jelah kot.

mana nak cari lelaki yang boleh nyanyi lagu ni untuk kita hah? mana?

ceh emo pulak. mungkin satu hari nanti. mungkin?

hee~

" Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes "

p/s: entry kali ni macam gedik sikit. maaf.

today!

hari ni takde cerita menarik sangat ponn.

apa jelah yang ada dekat Muadzam ni kan. haha

setakat lepak2, makan2 kat foodcourt jelah. itulah paling best yang mampu dilakukan.

mula plan nak study kat sana lepas lunch tu, dengan "pakcik" yang banyak songeh.

tapi bila dah jumpa kan, apatahlagi dekat foodcourt, memang banyak la dugaan.

study pun entah kemana. haha.

lepas tu lepas tu! jumpa baby comel kat situ!

ohmaigod so adorable. suruh "pakcik" dukung, dia taknak. ish tak berjiwa bapa langsung.

HAHA. saya tahu awak baca belog ni. buwelkkkkkkk. (nampak tak saya tengah jelir lidah ni?)

meet my new baby, Syira!

(kredit to 'pakcik' for the pic)

ada gaya mummy sejati tak? HAHA.

ala baby pinjam je ni. baby sendiri lambat lagi. 

oh ye, baby sendiri nama Sara. huahaha

berangan berangannn

dear YOU,

HONESTLY,
i don't want to have any problem again with you.
but why don't you stop hating me, talking bad about me, telling everyone that i'm the worst girl ever.
do you think i am still looking into the matter with you?
honestly, NO.
was my status offensive you and you think i'm writing that for you?
honestly, NO.
i have my own problems and that bloody things got nothing to do with you.
why do you still think that i hate you?
why is it very difficult for you to throw all that EGO, that killing you for all these years?


there is no words anymore to assure you, that we should not continue to be like this.


let's stop all this.
don't you feel tired?



please, learn to,

accept fate.

who cares?

no one cares.

i'm deadly HUNGRY.
lapar tahap dewa 19!
but again, who cares?

go get a life, jerk!

aku hidup bukan untuk jaga hati kau sepanjang masa.
kalau tak suka, pegi berambus.
faham?

rapuh,

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
Bagai lapisan tipis air yang beku
Sentuhan lembut kan hancurkan aku

Walaupun cinta tak sempurna
Menghampiriku seketika
Ku ingin kau tahu, betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
Masih terasa luka dimasa lalu
Ku pernah mencintai sepenuh hati
Namun cinta itu pergi lagi 

Dan ku terluka, luka membekas
Bekas membuat, buat selamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku 'kan selalu
Ku 'kan selalu rapuh

Kau ingin tunjukan kepada dunia
Tak hanya ada karena masa lalu
Tapi masih ada harapan bagi yang baru

Kau tawarkanku sejuta harapan
Namun kenangan itu tak pernah hilang
Ku ingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau datang bagai hujan
Basahi tanah hati
Tapi kau lihat sediri luka ini.




-Rapuh by Joeniar Arief.

satu liter air mata,

 ♥♥

kalau lah ada lelaki macam ni dalam dunia aku. 

dekat Uniten ada tak? hehe :')

"    If only I can see tomorrow

Then I will not breathe a sigh

Like a boat sailing against the stream

Now, you must go forward,

Strongly, go forward.  "

                                     -only human by K

p/s: boleh tak nangis kejap? kejaaappp je.. ='(

Wahai kaum Adam, jagalah rusuk kirimu sebaik baiknya.

Jom cakap pasal cinta? Haha

ini bukan entry jiwang karat ye. heee

Bagaimana Hawa tercipta?

Kerana Allah melihat bahawa Adam kesepian. Saat Adam sedang lena tidur,Allah mengambil rusuk Adam dan menciptakan Hawa.

Rusuk adam telah diambil oleh Allah untuk mencipta Hawa. Kerana Allah telah berkata, bahawa kamu sebaik-baik kejadian. Sempurna. Kamu cukup segala-galanya. Daripada makhluk Allah yang mana Hawa mahu dicipta? Allah mengambil rusuk Adam sendiri. Adakah kamu tidak berfikir? Bahawa itulah bukti kamu sebaik-baik kejadian.

Mengapa rusuk?

Kaji sifat rusuk. Itulah sifat kaum wanita. Bengkok. Dan perlu diluruskan, oleh kerana sifatnya yang keras. Maka kita perlu gunakan jalan yang lembut untuk meluruskannya. Letaknya di mana? Menutup dada. Jika rusuk tiada, syaitan boleh masuk melalui kecacatan itu. Masuk melalui dada yang kehilangan rusuk. Kerana itulah, kaum Adam harus menjaga rusuk mereka sebaik-baiknya. *rusuk di sini mempunyai maksud yang tersirat. harap faham ye.

Hawa dicipta dari rusuk Adam,

bukan dari kepalanya untuk dijunjung,

bukan juga dari kakinya untuk dijadikan pengalas,

tapi dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidupnya.

Dekat dengan lengannya untuk dilindungi,

dan dekat dengan hatinya untuk dicintai.

Wahai kaum Adam, bila suatu hari kau menjumpai rusuk kirimu yang hilang,

jagalah rusukmu itu sebaik-baiknya,

kerana dia diamanahkan untukmu. :)

Cerita lebih lanjut tentang sejarah penciptaan manusia, klik dekat smiley ni ye.
=)

 

p/s: 

aku jatuh hati pada seorang blogger yang aku sendiri tak kenal. terjumpa blog dia di searh engine Google masa tengah cari info tentang 'Cinta dalam Islam' . saje2 nak cuci mata baca artikel tentang cinta dalam islam ni. sungguh menarik susun kata dia mengenai cinta menurut syariat yang Islam tetapkan. terasa diri ni masih banyak kekurangan. huhu. =')



jangan sedih-sedih lagi anis,

I shall treasure my youth days, without any regrets. :)

❒ Taken
❒ Single
✔Enjoying Life

p/s:
Love comes to those who still hope even though they’ve been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they’ve been betrayed, to those who still love even though they’ve been hurt before.

indahnya kalau kita masih berkawan,

aku tahu kau rindu aku lagi.
aku tahu walau sekuat mana kau jerit dekat dunia yang kau benci aku,
jauh dalam hati kau yang paling dalam, ada lagi rasa itu untuk aku.
aku tahu, seteruk mana bahasa benci yang kau tulis untuk aku,
masih ada bahasa sayang dalam hati kau yang kau sendiri tak mahu menerima kehadirannya.
aku tahu, selebar mana kau senyum bila dengan orang lain,
kau masih rindu senyum yang kau ada bila dengan aku.
aku tahu, walau beribu kali kau katakan kau ingin teruskan tanpa aku,
jauh dalam sana, kau masih tak dapat lepaskan.
aku tahu apa yang hanya kau dan aku tahu.


aku tahu satu2nya harapan kau sekarang ialah supaya aku jauh dari hidup kau.


lepaskanlah rasa yang menyakitkan kau.
tak perlu kau simpan dendam yang membunuh diri kau sendiri.
tak perlu kau pertahankan ego yang menyesakkan dada kau sendiri.
tak perlu untuk kita bermusuh, sedangkan Rasulullah sendiri tidak pernah membenci orang2 yang menyakitinya.
aku rasa kau tahu tu.
yang penting, ikhlaskan lah hati.


kawan, tak pernah dalam hati aku terdetik untuk membenci atau memusuhi kau.
terpulang lah kalau kau tak percaya dan masih tetap ingin melawan.
terpulang.

the RED one applies to me. :)

• I am a male.
• I am a girl. 
• I am shorter than 5’4.
• I think I’m ugly. 
• I have many scars.
• I tan easily. 
• I wish my hair was a different color.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
• I have a tattoo.
• I am self-conscious about my appearance.
• I’ve had braces.
• I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
• I have more than 2 piercings.
• I have piercing in places besides my ears.
• I have freckles.
• I’ve sworn at my parents.
• I’ve run away from home.
• I’ve been kicked out of the house. 
• I have a sibling less than one year old.
• I want to have kids someday. 
• I’m in school.
• I’ve lost a child.
• I have a job. 
• I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
• I almost always do/did my homework.
• I’ve missed a week or more of school.
• I failed more than 1 class last year.
• I’ve stolen something from my job. 
• I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
• Disney movies still make me cry.
• I’ve peed from laughing. 
• I’ve snorted while laughing
• I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
• I’ve glued my hand to something.
• I’ve had my pants rip in public 
• I was born with a disease/impairment.
• I’ve broken a bone.
• I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
• I’ve had my tonsils removed.
• I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
• I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. 
• I had a serious surgery.
• I’ve had chicken pox.
• I’ve had measles.
• I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve been to Canada.
• I’ve been to Mexico.
• I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
• I've been to Movie World, Gold Coast Australia.
• I’ve been to Japan.
• I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
• I’ve been to Europe
• I’ve been to Africa.
• I’ve gotten lost in my city.
• I’ve seen a shooting star.
• I’ve wished on a shooting star.
• I’ve seen a meteor shower.
• I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
• I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
• I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
• I’ve been to a casino.
• I’ve been skydiving.
• I’ve gone skinny dipping. 
• I’ve played spin the bottle.                                             
• I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. 
• I’ve crashed a car.
• I’ve been skiing.
• I’ve been in a play.
• I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
• I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
• I’ve seen the Northern lights.
• I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
• I’ve played chicken.
• I’ve played a prank on someone.
• I’ve ridden in a taxi.
• I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
• I’ve eaten sushi.
• I’ve been snowboarding.
• I’m single. 
• I’m in a relationship. ♥
• I'm confused.
• I’m engaged.
• I’m married.
• I’ve gone on a blind date. 
• I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
• I miss someone right now.
• I have a fear of abandonment.
• I’ve gotten divorced.
• I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
• I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
• I’ve had a crush on a teacher. 
• I am a cuddler.
• I’ve been kissed in the rain.
• I’ve hugged a stranger. 
• I have kissed a stranger.
• I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
• I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
• I’ve sneaked out of my house.
• I am keeping a secret from the world.
• I’ve cheated while playing a game. 
• I’ve cheated on a test. 
• I’ve run a red light.
• I’ve been suspended from school
• I’ve witnessed a crime. 
• I’ve been in a fist fight.
• I’ve been arrested. 
• I’ve passed out from drinking.
• I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
• I’ve smoked.
• I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
• I’ve eaten mushrooms.
• I’ve popped E.
• I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
• I’ve done hard drugs.
• I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
• I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
• I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
• I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
• I shut others out when I’m depressed.
• I take anti-depressants.
• I have been anorexic or bulimic.
• I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
• I’ve hurt myself on purpose. 
• I’ve woken up crying.
• I’m afraid of dying.
• I hate funerals.
• I’ve seen someone dying.
• Someone close to me has committed suicide.
• I’ve planned my own suicide.
• I’ve attempted suicide.
• I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
• I own over 5 rap CDs.
• I own an iPod or MP3 player.
• I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. 
• I own something from Hot Topic.
• I own something from Pac Sun.
• I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
• I collect comic books.

i'm nothing to everyone, but something to someone. ♥