Friday, May 19, 2017

Perkembangan terkini saya!!! Dah 2017!!!!

OMG GAIS OMGGGGGGG
SETELAH DUA TAHUN PERCUBAAN UNTUK LOG IN TAK BERJAYA (sebab lupa password pfft)

FINALLY!!!!!

Alhamdulillah.

Sedih juga sebenarnya kalau memang tak dapat langsung nak log in sini lagi. Banyak memori kotttt. Last entry sebelum ni tahun 2015 ooiiii!!! Dah 2 tahun oiiii. Sebenarnya last year memang banyak kali niat nak menulis lagi. Tapi lupa id dan password, sampai ke sudah la tak dapat log in. Fyi, aku ada banyak akaun google (hahaha dont ask why, i also dunno). So punya la try dan try dan try masukkan setiap id google and password, semua failed. Finally harini cuba masukkan email yahoo, rupanya pakai email yahoo!?! Whaaaat?? (Ceh padahal sendiri yang lupa). Adoiyaiii.

K takpela yang penting sekarang dah berjaya log in kan. Kau nak membebel lagi pahal anisss *monolog*

Ok sudah tentu ramai pembaca ingin tahu perkembangan terkini kite kan ihiks (imaginasi tinggi konon masih ada pembaca) Apa kau fikir setelah 2 tahun kau menghilang, orang ingat lagi ke kewujudan belog kau ni?? *monolog lagi*

Ah persetankan semua itu. Aku menulis bukan kerna nama (tetibe). Kalau masih ada yang sudi membaca, ya tuhan sesungguhnya daku sangat menghargai nya. Korang is the best ok! Fuhh rindu betul belog ni. Dok repeat2 je lagu belog ni dari tadi. Dulu kononnya letak lagu ni sebab nak tujukan lagu ni untuk bakal jodoh. Sebab masa tu tak jumpa lagi jodoh, jadi acah la tertanya2 di manakah dia dan dengan siapa dia berada dan adakah dia sedang kesunyian seperti daku blablabla *typical anis*

Ok seperti yang diperbebelkan pada entry yang lepas, aku ada selitkan sedikit humor (at least aku rasa itu humor lol), bahawa mungkin tahun hadapannya (iaitu 2016), aku akan melangkah ke satu fasa baru dalam hidup. Jadi, betul la anggapan ku itu. 2016 memang melakar satu fasa baru dalam hidup ku. Ok tak perlu kot skema sangat. Kalau korang baca entry lepas, aku ada mention pasal seseorang. Orang 'baru' dalam hidup aku tu kononnya. Haha. Masa tu awal2 bercinta, kira masih baru la kan. Alhamdulillah, as to date, masih dengan orang yang sama. Hihi. Omg, ini adalah satu pencapaian bagi seorang anis sebab selalunya kalau dah gap 2 tahun macam ni, dah bersilih ganti orang datang dan pergi. Lololll. Tidak saya bukan playgirl. Saya hanya seorang wanita yang sering didustai dan disakiti. Zzzz. Alhamdulillah masih ada jodoh dengan lelaki ini. Lelaki terbaik ini. (Semoga dia tak baca post ni sebab nanti dia kembang sampai terkentut). Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha mendengar setiap doa dan permintaan hambaNya. After so many heartbreaks and cries in my prayers, Allah pertemukan aku dengan lelaki yang sudi sehidup semati dengan aku, insyaAllah. Terlalu banyak baiknya dari kurangnya. Tapi kurang dia itu yang melengkapkan aku. Baik dia itu yang membahagiakan aku. (Eh puji lebih pulak, confirm orang tu dah terkentut2 ni baca).

Kalau ada yang terfikir, anis ni dah kahwin ke?? Memang sah la! Sah la korang tak follow instagram dan facebook aku kan?! Nak kena ni. Kan dah letak dah link facebook sebelah tu. Hek eleee. Belum kawin la! Nanti kawin la. Sabar la! *tetibe emosi* Alhamdulillah sedang berdarah manis. Walaupun memang sentiasa manis. Tapi sekarang extra manis sikit la sebab encik tunang kite pun manis tahap diabetes. Lol. Doakan hubungan kami berkekalan sampai syurga gais. Sampai syurga. Taknak sampai mati je. Nak sampai syurga. Aku nak jadi yang halal untuk dia dunia akhirat. Semoga sempat jadi yang halal untuk dia dunia akhirat. Supaya boleh jumpa dekat syurga nanti. InsyaAllah. Amin..

Aku pun taktahu apa motif entry kali ni panjang gila babeng macam ni. Ok wow lama tak guna ayat babeng itu. Itu ayat wajib sewaktu berumur 19. Masih muda remaja. Luls. Hmm taktahu lepas ni zaman bila pulak aku update belog ni kan. Dengan penyakit short term (yang tak berapa short) memory loss aku ni, kemungkinan esok dah lupa semula password belog ni. Wakaka. Ok tak tu melampau sangat. Tapi tu la, tak tahu la bila lagi aku akan update belog. So entry kali ni kita bagi spesial sikit untuk cover 2 tahun yang dah hilang itu dan untuk cover 5 tahun akan datang punya sekali (over).

Rasanya bab percintaan dah cover dekat atas tadi. Sekarang ayuh kita ke bab baru iaitu pekerjaan. Baiklah untuk pengetahuan uolls, masa entry yang sebelum ni ditulis, aku mention aku baru kerja dekat company oil & gas idaman aku tu kan. Haha alhamdulillah, 2 tahun juga la aku kerja situ. Ala masa 2 tahun menghilang dari ber belogging tuu, ha masa tu kerja situ la. Baruuuu je resign 30 April yang lalu, kerana kini aku menggalas tugasan yang lebih besar, iaitu untuk menjaga dan menguruskan company keluarga. Masih in denial sebenarnya. Sebab tak yakin samaada diri ini mampu atau tidak. Tapi janji Allah itu pasti untuk hambanya yang sentiasa berusaha dan tawakal. Walaupun aku belum berapa nak usaha mana pun sekarang sebab masih fasa ambil mood (lol, kemon baru 2 minggu kot kerjaaa haha), insyaAllah aku harap aku boleh galas tanggungjawab ini dengan baik. Doakan aku gais. By the way siapa nak melancong nanti roger2 la kite. Luls

Ok dahla tu cakap pasal kerja. Bosan la. Haha. Next topik, kita cakap tentang kesihatan pula. Eh lagi la bosan! Pffftt. Tak perlu la kot cakap pasal kesihatan. Ingat ni buku teks tingkatan 3 ke?? Cuma satu je nasihat aku, jagalah kesihatan anda dan hargai masa sihat itu sebaiknya. Hmm gittew. Deep tau.

Ok jam pun dah menunjukkan pukul 11.25pm. Sebagai seorang wanita bekerjaya (poyo), sesungguhnya hari ini adalah sangat memenatkan dan bateri badan pun tinggal 10% je lagi ni. Mungkin lebih baik jika beta beradu sekarang. Walaupun sebenarnya confirm tak boleh tidur lagi sebab kejap lagi encik tunang nak call hikhik acara wajib sebelum tidur ialah dengar suara dia #clingy #overlyattached . Mungkin next entry aku akan ulas dengan lebih lanjut tentang encik tunang. Mungkin masa tu dah jadi encik suami kot hahaha. We'll see how it goes. InsyaAllah. Sebagai bonus kepada korang yang dah berjaya baca post aku kali ni yang dah macam boleh buat novel je aku tengok sebab panjang benor, jadi aku belanja satu gambar dengan encik tunang. Side tepi jela sebab nak acah elemen seprais sikit. Dah jadi encik suami nanti kita belanja muka full dia ok! (Padahal dekat instagram dah bersepah muka dia. Hahahaha kalau nak tengok follow la instagram kite!!! Cari sendiri!!!)

Ok adios!


;)



Thursday, November 26, 2015

Entry bosan dari seorang anis yang 'rajin' update belog

Olla amigos! Panjang tak tajuk? Haaaa bagus betul kan anis ni. Hahah. Weh bakpo lamo sangat ni since the last entry harituuu? Sebenarnya tetibe harini dapat 'seru' untuk update belog. Rindu sebenarnya. Selalu je datang stalk belog sendiri, tapi malas nak log in. Oleh kerana itu, maka berlaku lah sebuah kejadian sebentar tadi di mana saya totally lupa password belog ni. Menggelabah mak nyah oiiii. Terpaksa reset password. Haha. But seriously, apa password aku sebelum ni oii? Apesal entah tak ingat langsung.. Hahah

Okay. Well, post terakhir aku update adalah bulan 1 haritu. Dan sekarang sudah hampir masuk bulan 12. Nampak tak betapa 'passionate' nya seorang anis dalam berblogging. *cekik myself virtually* So basically, aku hanya akan merapu sedikit sebanyak tentang kehidupan aku sekarang. Confirm ramai stalker yang rindu kannn. (Confident gila)

Alhamdulillah, aku dah selamat mendirikan rumahtangga bersama lelaki yang sangat baik akhlaknya, imannya, hatinya, semua lah serba serbi.Hehe Alhamdulillah. Kitorang baru je nikah haritu kat masjid area rumah aku. Dan majlis resepsi insyaAllah minggu depan. Jemputla datang semua!! Alamat cari sendiri k. Haha. Sorry la kepada yang tak sempat nak invite tu. Tak cukup memory la nak fikir satu-satu.. Haha. Pape pun Alhamdulillah sangat-sangat. Finally I found my right man.

Erm....

GOTCHA! Hahahahah lawaknya anis -_- Ok sebenarnya malas nak berlakon lama-lama. Seorang anis belum kahwin lagi la sebenarnya. Hahaha. Tapi right man tu insyaAllah dah jumpa la. Hehe. Pasal kawin tu, insyaAllah soon. Kalau ada rezeki, maka cepatlah akan dilangsungkan. Amin... Kalini betul tak tipu dah. Kalini serious haha (^_^)"

Alhamdulillah banyak perkara baik berlaku tahun 2015 ni. Doa dan harapan aku masa awal tahun haritu macam dalam previous entry aku tu Alhamdulillah banyak yang termakbul.. Dulu selalu doa semoga dipertemukan dengan seorang hamba Allah yang boleh bimbing aku, yang ikhlas dan bukan hadir dengan niat nak main-main je. Penat la oi main-main cinta monyet ni. Heartbroken ni semua penat tau. Macam budak-budak je. Haha. InsyaAllah, kalau Allah izinkan, mungkin he is the one. Eh, 'He' tu siapa? InsyaAllah next post la aku bagitau. Mungkin next post adalah tahun depan. Mungkin masa tu dah one step further. Hahaha. Aku harap kalau ada yang membaca sekarang ni, tolong doakan semoga urusan kami semuanya lancar ye hehe aminnnn. :')

By the way on the other note, aku sekarang dah kerja dalam industry yang aku idamkan. Walaupun belum ada rezeki untuk masuk PETRONAS (huuuu), tapi berada dalam industry Oil & Gas ni pun dah buat aku bersyukur sangat. Aku memang target nak kerja dalam bidang Oil & Gas dari zaman study dulu lagi. Rasanya ramai dah yang tahu hahaha. Tapi kerja dekat tempat aku sekarang pun okay je. I like it here. It makes me feel like home somehow. I mean, dulu masa intern kat PETRONAS, selama 6 bulan tu aku rasa macam orang asing je. Don't get me wrong, diorang semua memang baik giler and best giler, tapi still I don't feel like I really belong there. Rasa macam ada gap dengan semua orang. Haha. Mungkin sebab aku hanya intern kot. Haha. Kat sini pulak, dalam 2 bulan pertama je aku dah dapat sesuaikan diri, dah mingle dengan semua and tak rasa awkward langsung. Sekarang apatah lagi. Memang dah rasa macam rumah kedua. Haha. And orang kat sini pun baik giler and best giler jugakk. Lol. At first tu rasa susah jugak la kerja ni, hari-hari stress sebab sumpah tak faham istilah-istilah engineering ni semua kejadah apa. Rasa macam, what am i doing here??! Apabenda ni oiiii??!! Aku ambil International Business bukan engineering! Hahaha tapi sebab aku kena handle quality management untuk company ni, so I need to know everything! Like 99% of everything (basically) termasuk work flow engineering, supply chain, blablabla (oi boringnya topic ni! Hahah) So apa kata aku sambung cerita pasal kerja aku dalam next post jela. Kalau aku rajin la. Taktau la zaman bila pulak next post tu. Wakakaka. Tapi Alhamdulillah now I can handle la semuanya. Slowly but surely. Mana ada kerja yang tak stress kan. Hahah

Okay rasanya sampai sini jela kot membebel buat masa ni. Sakit dah kepala ni pandang PC. Tak sabar nak weekend!! Sebab.... Jengjengjeng. Sabtu ni ada plan baikk punya. Hihi. And ahad pula ada bowling tournament company aku. Woohooo tak sabarrrr. (Over pulak)

Memandangkan aku seorang anti klimaks, so entry ni takkan ada penutup. Lol. Bye

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

First entry 2015, Bismillah.

Assalamualaikummm!

Hey hey hey everybodyyy. Fuhh this entry marks the first post for 2015. I hope it's still not too late to say HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015 everyone! Hiks. Sejak bila tah excited masuk tahun baru. Tapi takpe, apa salahnya kan tunjuk aura positif awal2 tahun ni. Semoga tahun ni menjadi lebih baik dari 2014. Semua orang pun mendoakan benda yang sama kan. :')


Aku pula? Well, I've stopped making a list of New Year's Resolution since I was 18 rasanya (sebab tahu memang jarang la dilaksanakan) haha but I just hope that I can stroke down some of my 'Before-I-Die' Wishlist. Some dah settle. Contohnya, parasailing (i did this twice! woohoo) , playing in the snow, meet Tun Dr M in person (ya Allah ni aku punya bersyukur tahap nak nangis), and few others la.. Alhamdulillah :)


Gambar dengan Tun Dr Mahathir ada dekat phone aku. Malas nak transfer to pc, so bye. Hahah. Gambar main snow pula, ada di instagram. Kat atas ni pun boleh tengok kan hehe


Untuk yang mungkin tak tahu, aku baru balik from Korea dengan family. Last minit decide. Haha. How's Korea? (soalan paling lazim aku dapat), the answer is, BEST GILE OKAYYY. Hahah yela dah sepanjang hayat ni hidup dalam suhu 28'c ke atas, bila dapat merasa suhu down to -11'c, best la. Haha walaupun hidung beku, tangan beku, otak beku semua benda pun beku LOL. Walaupun pernah pergi negara sejuk before, tapi aku tak pernah lagi experience Winter. And snow. Alhamdulillah rezeki kitorang masa pergi Korea, snow turun. Jakun dia tahap nak tadah mulut masa snow turun tu tau. Nasib baik aku masih waras. Fuhh


Seperti biasa gambar gua malas nak transfer from phone, so siapa yang nak tengok tu (eh, ada ke?) boleh la stalk instagram aku. Kbye tetibe promote insta. Nama cari sendiri. Jangan malas.


So, azam tahun baru? Kan dah cakap sejak berumur 18 aku dah malas nak buat azam sebab takkan terlaksana punya la (sorry for my laziness yaa my badd). Aku cuma berdoa semoga tahun ni I can be a better person, a better daughter, and a better slave to Allah. InsyaAllah. Semoga aku akan jadi lebih matang dan kuat (dan kumpul duit banyak banyakkkk) memandangkan tahun ni aku akan menginjak ke umur 23 (tahun depan dah kena kahwin!!) Padahal baru 2 minggu lebih berumur 22 hehehe. Sebenarnya tak suka tau number 23. Tak cantik la number tu. 22 lagi comel. Tapi 17 lagi comel la.


K, bye.



Adios!

Monday, December 15, 2014

Helloooo

I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips
A thousand times

I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door

Hello
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide

Because you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow

Hello
I've just got to let you know
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you


- Hello, by Lionel Richie



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Monday, December 8, 2014

Mata penat (Tired eyes)

Salam everyone! Yes it's me again, duhh who else? Okay, lately I noticed that I have all the symptoms of tired eyes. The symptoms include tired, itching and burning eyes. Mata macam susah je nak buka, 24 hours rasa camtu! Well, I guess that's because lately I've been losing sleep due to minor insomnia I can say.. Hahah I don't know why my body just won't shut selagi belum pukul 12 or 1 pagi. Pffttt. That's annoying coz I have to wake up early the next morning and I'm the type of person that value sleep very much so bila tak cukup tidur ni mula la sistem2 badan pun buat hal. Hahah aku memang berkira sikit waktu tidur ni. Buttttttt, I'm no longer a student. Masa study dulu boleh la ponteng kelas bangun lambat bila rasa tak puas tidur. Dah kerja ni takkan nak ponteng kerja?! (<--emosi)





Lately, this tired eyes problem really annoys me. Sebab sometimes siang2 pun mata rasa berat je pastu bila tengok cermin, nampak tak segar. (Walaupun dah tempek krim and bedak pun tak boleh cover jugak) Well, I'm sure ramai lagi dekat luar sana yang ada masalah camni, so meh sini aku dah tolong carikan tips macam mana orang berkerjaya macam kita2 ni (puiii) nak atasi masalah mata tak cukup tidur ni. Haha kalau kau kaya banyak duit pergi jela buat facial laser treatment ke apa, tapi kalau nak jimat and mudah (hanya buat dirumah), boleh la try tips di bawah. Some of the tips mungkin korang dah familiar, even aku pun dah biasa buat jugak macam letak timun or tea bags kat mata tu. Tapi, ahh lantak la baca jela. Bising pulak.






*make sure to use organic products. Jangan guna timun beracun pula!
1. Cucumber therapy (ni paling senang paling murah dan paling best)
We’ve all seen the images of ladies in spas, relaxing with mud packs and slices of cucumber on their eyes. Although the modern spa might have something a bit more technical going on these days, there is a good reason why the laying on of sliced cucumbers are often associated with eye therapy – it works!
The high water content and the icy cold temperature of a nice thick slice of cucumber is very effective at reducing swelling around the eyes. Make sure your cucumber is well chilled before slicing it up, and put your feet up somewhere for about 10 minutes, or until the cucumber slices have got warm.
2. Tea treatments (aku prefer green tea. Air dia kita minum sambil tu boleh kurus!)
Tea, of all types, is well known as a top relaxant in today’s hectic lifestyles. The antioxidants in tea are great for soothing the eyes and reducing redness and swelling. Simply place used teabags in the freezer to chill for a while,then pop them onto your eyelids for around ten minutes (though check your appearance after, as they can stain the skin).
If you love a cup of herbal from time to time, then these teas are also known to be great for soothing and treating tired eyes. Green tea is super high in antioxidants, and the natural antiseptics in chamomile tea are excellent for soothing eye infections or itchy peepers.
3. Water wonders (ni aku paling malas hahaha)
Staying hydrated is one of the quickest and easiest ways to get your eyes looking brighter and healthier. When the body is dehydrated, it retains excessive amounts of water in cells, causing bloating, puffiness and swelling. Aim to drink around eight glasses of water every day to help your eyes stay clear, bright and free from puffiness.
4. Strawberry soothers (mahal, tapi kalau kau kaya takpela)
Strawberries contain an ingredient called alpha hydroxyl, which is one of the ingredients found in lots of expensive facial creams and moisturisers, so instead of shelling out for expensive synthetic versions, grab some fresh strawberries and get the benefits for a fraction of the price.
This clever ingredient is great at making skin appear smoother and younger looking, and the high water content and chilled nature of fresh-from-the-fridge strawberries will have your eyes looking gorgeous in minutes. Slice them to about half a centimetre thick and place them on your eyes until they feel warm.
5. Marvellous milk (makan dengan honey stars lagi sedap!)
Cold milk comes highly recommended for clearing up dark circles and reducing swelling of the eyes. Simply place some cotton wool balls in a bowl of ice-cold milk (raw and organic preffered), then lay back and plop them onto your eyelids. Don’t forget to have a good wash after though, or you could smell worse than you look!


Kesemua tips ini saya dapati di sini. Sila la klik link tu kalau tak caye. Kecoh pulak. (gurau) Okay lah. Dah puas dah membebel untuk harini. Akhirnya setelah sekian lama, aku post jugak something yang berfaedah sikit dekat belog ni. Kalau tak asyik merepek je hahaha. Dan maafkan penulisan bahasa rojak saya. Sekejap english sekejap melayu. I'm cool like that. Lantakkk

Adios!

Friday, December 5, 2014

Just wanted to say Hi!

Salam everyone! How's everyone doing? I'm not sure whether this blog still has readers, but I surely know that few are still stalking me blog (referring to the 'lalu lintas' report on the right HAHA). It's okay though. I don't mind at all. It's good to know that people are still reading my 'writing'. *proud queen*

Well I made a lil bit changes in here as you may see (if you are my loyal reader from the beginning). No more lilypie birthday sticker above, but i put my instagram thumbnails. Entah, I think it looks good and make my blog looks more interesting. Haha. (actually I saw it at vivy's proudduck where she puts her instag thumbnails and i feel like having it too on my blog LOL)

Well, so, I just came back from Bali after 6 days having my pleasure time there (not really a pleasure as it was raining all the way sigh..) But it was okay, I had so much fun and.... took a lot of pictures too haha. If you are following my instagram, you can see my updates every 2-3 hours everyday hahaha. Pity my followers but hey it's my life by the wayy! It was my second time in Bali since 2011. Back then, there was no instagram so I didn't have the chance to upload anything. So this time, kasi chance la beb! :p

So.. I ran out of ideas already. I guess that's all for today? Hahah. Oh by the way, I hope it's still not too late to say HELLOOOO to my fav month, December. Ahh feels good to be back to 'my' month. Hihi. A lot of things has changed. Rasa macam baru je lagi celebrate my 21st birthday on last year's December, now I'm reaching 22! My oh myyyy. How time flies! Ok lah, I think that's all for today's entry. I hope to update more often. (I hope.) Until next time! Adios!





"I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December all the time."
(my fav line from Taylor Swift, Back to December)

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Another list in the bucket

Wishlist #8


VISIT SANTORINI, GREECE









Somehow they look like mini lego house town aren't they? Shoo cuteee. Haha. I just love the colour combination of this place. Blue and white really does make a good team. So calming. Hope to visit this someday. Someday soon! Fuhhh



Adios!

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Before I die

Wishlist #7





To watch the Aurora Borealis phenomenon in Norway, just like Susan who went there in her story from my fav novel 'Until I Say Goodbye'. I really really really wanted to go here! Here's some of the info I found about this phenomenon in Norway:

The lights are at their most frequent in late autumn and winter/early spring. Between the autumn equinox and spring equinox (21 September - 21 March), it is dark between 6 pm and 1 am, and you have maximum chances of spotting the lights.




p/s: Saje sambung list 'wishlist' aku dekat belog ni. Kalau nak tahu wish 1-6 sila la scroll balik entry2 sebelum ni ye. Haha bajet macam ada yang kisah je. Kbai

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Entry penuh penyiksaan

Yuhuuuu! Tiba-tiba rajin pula update lagi. Untuk pengetahuan anda yang baru tiba dalam belog ni harini, saya baru je update belog kelmarin(14Oct) setelah 9 bulan tak update <--dengan bangganya mengaku. Kalau nak baca sila lah ke previous post :)


Baiklah harini aku taknak membebel panjang pun. Sebab ni tengah curi masa lunch kat office untuk update kahkahkah. Jap lagi nak pergi makan so baik update cepat2. Oh ye, aku bukannya apa, saje nak update hasil masakan yang aku buat selama ni (motif sangatttt~). Tadi saje scroll entry lama pastu nampak aku update dulu pasal benda yang aku masak, so tetibe rasa why not aku update lagi yang terkini benda2 yang aku masak/bake. Bagi sesiapa yang follow instagram aku mesti dah pernah tengok gambar2 ni sebab semua ni curi kat instagram je. (Gigih tau printscreen semua pastu edit kat Paint and save picture sebab tengah guna pc office ni haha)


Baiklah, jemput tengok~


Ok ini yang latest aku upload kat insta la. Ni beberapa minggu lepas punya lauk. Ada je lagi aku masak (fyi hari2 aku masak, wah anak mithali! Hahah) tapi takkan la setiap kali masak nak ambil gambar kan. Meluat pulak followers aku tu semua nanti hahaha. Gulai nangka, kari telur, sambal ikan :)



Ini gambar sebelum yang atas tadi. Masa ni masak simple je untuk lunch dengan adik2 je. (masa tu belum start kerja secara official so kena jadi bibik la kat rumah LOL). Ayam goreng rempah, gulai udang masak lemak cili api, sambal belacan, ulam ulaman. :)



Ok ini pula hasil baking yang terkini. PB&J cupcakes. PB&J maksudnya Peanut Butter & Jelly just in case kalau ada yang taktahu. Jam strawberry kat dalam perghhh! Atas dia peanut butter buttercream. Basically resepi dia aku adjust2 je from resepi yang ada. Hee. Kalau nak order boleh ke ig 'manisbyanis' okay? Tapi semuanya self pick up no postage or delivery (except area Bdr Tun Hussein Onn) Tetibe promote business dah kenapa. By the way, tu bisnes sambilan je sebab minat hee :)




Ini pula aku buat untuk customer order haritu dan juga untuk kepuasan sendiri. Bake lebih untuk melantak dengan family. Fruit tarts. Juga available di manisbyanis. :)




Pun dapat sambutan hangat di ig. My latest fav! Semua orang pun suka. Nutella Pods. Ya Allah apa2 berkaitan nutella mesti la sedap kan. Luar dia tu macam soft cookies punya texture tapi boleh adjust kalau nak crunchy :)




Our all time fav lasagna. Benda ni memang tak payah cakap la berapa juta kali dah aku buat sampai bosan haha. Bosan nak bake tapi tak bosan makan. Sampai dah tak payah tengok resepi dah kalau nak buat sebab dah hafal sangat LOL. Limpahan cheese untuk lasagna terlebih muatan. Oh ye, ni not for sale hahaha




Chicken chop berserta black pepper mushroom gravy. Coleslaw pun homemade ya tuan2 puan2 :)


Homemade pizza. Masa ni buat banyak sebab cousins datang :)




Ok ni adalah pencapaian tertinggi aku dalam dunia baking. Iaitu berjaya bake kek size besar dengan jayanya sebab aku tak pernah bake kek besar2 ni selain cheese cake. Sebab malas and takut tak menjadi (keras or bantat or whatever). Tapi alhamdulillah ni berjaya. Sebenarnya ni kek birthday aku tahun lepas. Bake sendiri noksss gigih sangat kan. Choc nutella cake with nutella frosting. Haruslah ada kitkat dan mnm nyummm :)




Blueberry cheesecake paling digemari!!! Senang je buat ni. Kalau rajin nanti aku share resepi. :)




Spaghetti bolognese with meatballs. Ini lagilah senang. Adik umur darjah 4 pun boleh buat. :)




Ok ni haritu order dari customer jugak. Fruit tarts and blueberry cheesetart. Corak cheesetart main belasah je sebab i ni bukan orang berseni pun uolls~ Hahah




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Ok sekian saje penyiksaan untuk kalini. Masakan melayu tak banyak gambar sebab macam aku cakap tadi, takkan la setiap kali masak nak ambil gambar pastu update kan.. Setakat gulai2 tomyam sambal merah semua tu sape heran hahaha. Untuk makanan2 bake pulak, kalau aku rajin nanti aku share resepi kat sini. KALAU rajin la k. Hahahahah. Ok dah nak pegi makan.


Adios!




Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Miss me? (CAUTION: A VERY LONG POST!)

Assalamualaikum!


Err.............. Hi ? Genap 9 bulan lah aku tak update blog ni kan. Last entry was on 14 January, today is 14 October. Oh myyy.. Kalau orang mengandung dah beranak sehhh. Hahaha. So whatsupp with me? Well, a LOTTTTTT of things has happened. Sumpah a lot. Life is so much different from the last time I checked in here. Haha. Last post aku haritu I was still an innocent Uni student who knows nothing about the real world. Haihh girl, if only u knew how hard being an adult is.

Cehceh kau belum pun umur 22 takyah nak fe feeling adult sangat la kahkahkah. Okay baiklah mari saya explain briefly je apa perubahan2 yang dah berlaku. Briefly je. Tak kuasa aku nak cerita detail. Tak cukup la satu hari nak menaip. Ingat iolls tak busy ke??? *tetibe emo*

Okay, apa yang telah berlaku kepada saya selepas last entry dalam blog ni 9 bulan lalu. Ada nak selitkan kisah 'cinta' sikit ni. Sape rasa geli nak baca sila skip part tu sebab memang geli pun. Lol

Penghujung January:

- Akhirnya berjaya menghabiskan akademik semester kat Uniten. Did the exam well. Ada la sikit2 yang tak puas hati but I think I deserves the results. Sesuaila dengan kadar usaha aku yang tak seberapa tu hahah. Bidding adieu to Muadzam Shah is the hardest part. I started to realized that I love this place. So much. That I would never get the life I had here ever again.

February:

- Diterima untuk intern di PETRONAS Gas Berhad, KLCC. Which is so far my biggest achievement and pride of my entire life wakaka. Being in that huge company memang satu honor yang teramat besar bagi aku sebab bukan semua orang diberi peluang untuk access ke dalam tu sebagai staff (walaupun sementara). Kau ingat senang2 ke Petronas nak terima orang nak percaya orang and bagi access semua data sulit company diorang? Banyak tapisan yang diorang buat sebelum ambil aku yang biasa2 je ni untuk masuk situ. Kadang2 rasa macam tak layak je kat situ haha tapi I tried my best to give the best. So aku memang teramat lah bersyukur atas nikmat tu. Alhamdulillah banyak perkara aku belajar sepanjang 6 bulan internship kat situ. Enam bulan bukannya sekejap. Setengah tahun aku hidup dengan manusia2 yang beyond awesome dalam tu. Alhamdulillah...

- Got really closed to someone. Someone yang memang aku sayang. We are so-called in love masa tu (Sila baca dalam bentuk past tense!) We have been friends (with on & off 'deeper' relationship) for +- 2 years. Start dari penghujung 2012. So when we finally hit the climax of our r/ship ( I mean by finally admit loving each other duhh not that nasty climax naudzubillahiminzalik), it was the happiest moment for me. We go out for lunch together several times because his internship building is just in front of KLCC, balik sama2 naik train hari2, and we had a so-called date on the Valentine's Day BUT we are NOT celebrating it. It's just a normal dinner date after work. Heheh. February was the happiest month of our 'story'. To me. I don't know about him. But I do felt happy.

March:

- Masih di Petronas. Alhamdulillah things are getting better. I love my job so much. Get to learned a lot of new things. Met new awesome people. Makan makan dan makan. Haha diorang suka buat potluck and belanja makan. So kerja aku memang makan je la. Sambil buat kerja haruslah mengunyah. But I'm not the only one yang mcm tu ok! Semua orang pun macam tu haha. Nasib baik la berat badan still maintain. Pheww.

-But for my personal life, I'm started to lose pieces of him. Slowly. Everything started to fall into pieces. Sometimes we were fine, everything was good. But sometimes macam ada something wrong somewhere but we couldn't figure out what is it. I guess it's all because of the lack of communications. Words that is left unsaid.. Lama2 bila kumpul jadila gunung berapi kan. Good communication is important  in a r/ship tak kira la between friends ke, family ke, and even lovers. Well in my case, feelings started to fade (but mine was not, well I can swear!). March is where it all started. I guess..

April:

- Got to follow the PSCM team for outstation works. Visit Royal Custom Johor and Kedah for Tax Exemption Process. Ya Allah what a beneficial trip. I can't thank my SV and my boss (Amal and En Fauzi) enough for giving me the opportunity. Sangat2 bersyukur. Kerja makin bertimbun, but I love my life! I love being busy walaupun pernah sampai satu tahap balik rumah pukul 9 malam pastu nangis hahaha

- We ended it finally. Benda tak boleh teruskan. Entah mana silapnya I don't know. Maybe he just woke up one day and realized he doesn't love me anymore? Maybe. I don't know. Perhaps it was my fault somewhere, somehow? Perhaps I'm not good enough? It was devastating. We discussed about the problems we were facing thru the phone on the last day tu, and I realized I couldn't save it anymore. (masa tu dalam train perghh tahan je mata nak nangis haha oi gua jiwa kental bro!) Well, we cannot control people. Kalau diorang rasa diorang nak pergi dari hidup kita, they'll just leave. We have to always be prepared. And when he left, I wasn't really prepared. Because I thought we could save this. I thought we would work it out. I thought there will be no third time... But yeah, we failed. That's why i said it was devastated. I put on hope so high.(girls, never put your hope high on boys. never!) I was broken into pieces of dust! Nampak tak betapa hancurnya. Haha. Tapi lama2 I can start accepting it. Namanya takdir kan. Allah always know the best for us. Siapa kita nak menyalahkan takdir atas sesuatu yang bukan ditakdirkan untuk kita?


May:

- I continued my busy life as usual (haha!) Luckily I got lot of works to do so I can distract myself from the devastating event on April tuu. Hahah. Got myself involved in the office activities. Join all the events, met new friends (and new boys get in line LOL but I wasn't interested at all). Workloads increasing but I'm lovin it. Yeah I managed to get myself distracted during the day.. (when the night came my emotional soul cannot control its stupidity and force my eyes to cry jugak sigh!) I was at the point where I think I cannot see his face or even read his name anymore so I unfollowed all of his social networks, even deleting his number coz I was always stalking him on whatsapp (tengok dia online ke tak LOL) which I thought was really stupid. Hahah. Well if he happened to read this, sorry bro. Aku bukan benci kau, never. Cumanya aku masa tu tak boleh tahan diri dari stalk (in a good way) kau sebab nak tahu kau ok ke tak. And bila aku tengok kau ok, aku pulak yang sedih hahahaha bodoh je. So terpaksa la unfollow and delete number... But I'm still friends with him on FB because I rarely log in to fb so it's not a big deal la for me. Hahaha


June:

- Let see if I remembers what happened in June.. Hahah. Well I'm still with Petronas. Dapat join a lot of fun activities sambil bekerja. Life is getting hectic but again, I'm lovin it. Nothing extraordinary happened in June, life goes on as usual. I was busy preparing myself for the real working world after intern. Updating resume, getting good impression from the bosses (haha!)

- I'm starting to regain myself!


July:

- My final days in Petronas, Mixed feelings. Final days means that I have to face goodbyes again. And I freaking hate goodbyes! Especially when I'm already getting myself comfortable in the environment. Already in love with the routines and now I have to get myself prepared for a new whole different life, again?! Well, I just had to accept the reality la. Living every moment to the fullest. Doing my job whole-heartedly so that I can leave something to be remembered in the company. Haha. Ramadhan doing great. I was also able to join my final business trip to Kerteh with the team, of course got to learned a lot of new knowledge.  The highlighted part was, I met some new intern friends that are beyond coolness and awesome! We participated in the competition for raya in which we have to make a parody video of Petronas Raya Iklan. Shooting and edit video only dalam masa 1 hari! Haha. Sejak tu we get closer and even got ourselves a group on whatsapp just to gossip (group still exist until now haha)

- I get closed with a new intern (a boy LOL), well let's just call him D here. He happened to be the son of one of the bosses in PGB (but i dont care bout that) He's nice, very sweet (well every boys are sweet in the early stage right?) We got along well, buttttt I'm not into deeper feeling yet with him. I just like being friends with him coz he's nice (and tall!) He used to be a rugby player so you can just imagine how his tough body looks like ok hahahah. At first only a few of people know about our 'close friendship' walaupun we hide it very well, until suddenly the whole office knew. Then I was like, what and howwwww?? But whatever, we're just friends tho. Lantakla apa orang nak fikir. Eventho at some point he tries to cross that 'friendship' borders haha. Funny. I just can't accept a new guy into my life yet. Still busy mending the broken pieces my past tense left on me. Haha


August:

- Internship done! I'm all freeeeee! Hari raya was fun. Makan makan and makan lagi. Jumpa kawan lama. Small reunion. I just love Hari Raya when the whole month is all about foods, open houses, and foodssss again. Haha. Oh ya, my 'story' with D has ended just when Raya Aidilfitri arrives. He stopped texting, stopped calling, he's just stopped contacting me. ISN'T THAT FUNNY??? hahahahha seriously I think it is funny tho. How easy people can change. Kitorang lagila tak pernah gaduh ke apa duhhh it was like, tak sampai sebulan kot kawan hahaha. NASIB BAIK i wasn't into deeper feeling on him phewwww i was so glad i put up my wall masa tu. Imagine la kalau aku dah tangkap cintan dengan dia lepas tu kena tinggal lagi, bunuh diri ah! hahahaha. Macam aku cakap atas td, maybe he just woke up one day and realized he doesn't like me anymore? Macam past tense la. So I won't blame anybody. People leaves. That's life.

But I still finds it funny tho! Hahaha

- My convovation was on 16th August! Another happiest day of my life. Felt so much love and appreciation from the family. Being able to wore that graduation robe, ya Allah the best feeling ever. Benda paling kita impikan dari tadika kottt, finally. Berjaya belajar hingga ke menara gading bak kata orang tua2, is a complete satisfaction. Alhamdulillah.. :)


September and October:

- Well did I mentioned about my super duper past tense who suddenly came back into my life? Haha. Not the one who broke my heart on April, this is a different guy whom I knew longgg way before my past tense yang diceritakan dekat atas tu hahaha (berapa banyak past tense weii?? Hoi tak banyak pun ok!) He called me on the first day of raya after almost 3 years menghilang! We lost contact when I was in my first year degree and he was studying abroad. Something happened in the past yang membuatkan kitorang lost contact but I don't think I have to tell it here. Haha. Ya Allah I never expect this. I never thought we would be this closed again. (tetibe speechless takde idea nak cerita apa haha!)

I'm happy with him. He knows how to make me feel good. He's nice, he introduces me to his parents (sebab nak tolong for work thingy actually) But well, I guess we're still JUST FRIENDS. Because u know, it's really really hard for me to accept new guy eventho it has been almost 6 months since that heartbreaking day.. What I can say is, I'm not putting any hope this time. I'm just going with the flow. Jodoh tu rahsia Allah. Lagipun I'm just 21++ woii. Ya Allah banyak lagi kot masaaaa (insyaAllah). Why worry about something that is still vague when you have lots of other important things to settled kan? So, there goes my love story.. So far. Yeah I'm a mess when it comes to relationship. But who cares??! I got my family and friends. And my career. So nothing else matters.

- Talking about career, I'm currently working in my parents's company, as an official staff. And IT'S NOT EASY EITHER. Haha. During working hours I am being treated like other staffs. No privileges anak bos ke apa. Semua orang sama. So that's making it a lot tougher for me sebab bila kat ofis kena professional, tak boleh gedik2 macam kat rumah. Imagine calling your mom Puan in front of the others, nak tergelak pun ada. Hahaha. Tambah dengan their expectations lagi.. Gahhh I hope I'm strong enough for this! Haha. I wanna generate and contribute something for this company. Sementara tak kerja dekat company luar lagi, why not timba pengalaman sambil sumbang jasa dekat company parents sendiri kan. It's an added advantage for me and my future. Ganbatte ne anis! Welcome to the real corporate world! *nangis di penjuru bilik*


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So I guess that's all for today. Wowwwwww, amik kau, sembilan bulan tak hupdate haaa layan la baca semua! Siapa yang betul2 baca sampai habis ni memang aku salute la! Korang mesti peminat aku kan sebab tu gigih macam ni? hahahahha. Ok bye. Till then!



p/s: I was thinking to post some latest pictures of me as well but I'm too lazy to transfer those from my phone, so, bye.