meet my 'BABIES'.. :)

Assalamualaikum semua~

yay exam dah habis! masa untuk mengarut! hihi
nak tahu tak, i just found one website which i think the most awesome website i've ever found!
haha. selain dari facebook la. yelah yelah dan blogspot jugak. haha
website tu kita boleh gabungkan muka kita dengan someone else, then kita boleh tengok result nya macam mana.
nak tengok macam mana muka 'anak' pun boleh tau. haha
tapi jangan la percaya sangat, semua ni kerja Allah. kalau saje nak try boleh je.
sebelum tu, sesiapa yang berminat nak mengisi masa lapang macam aku ni,
sila lah tekan link bawah ni,

jom buat (muka) anak!

hehe. oh yaa! nak tengok tak wajah 'anak' hasil perkahwinan aku dengan Zac Efron?
haha. lihat ini!

aloloo isn't she's cute?? HAHA.

ni budak perempuan,

sweet je muka dia kannnn

tak puas dengan Zac Efron, aku try Taylor Lautner pulak
(ee kenapa bunyi macam menakutkan?)



ni 'baby' aku dengan Taylor Lautner, hihi

pun comel, pun comel... haha.

ni baby boy kot... kot? o,0

gelabah gile kan buat baby dengan mat salleh je,

memang la comel. memang la PUTIH MELEPAK. -,-"

okay, supaya adil pada diri sendiri,

(yela nak kawin dengan mat salleh memang terlalu SUKAR untuk dicapai)

so, aku try dengan Fizo Omar pulak. muahahahaha

tapi malas nak upload lah. by the way, 'baby' tu pun comel jugak okay.

haha

jadi conclusionnya : 

anak aku nanti memang comel. 

=_=

eew gatal. ni padah terlalu tension belajar.
(alasan semata2)



p/s: rasa macam nak bagi nama je dekat 'diorang' ni. hihi
      tapi nanti nampak sangat psycho. uhuk. selamat mencuba!

short letter,

to the sender of this song,

(don't know whether he will read this or not)

how are you now? i hope you're doing fine.

did you manage to forget everything?

did you found someone who is better?

i bet you're living your life happily right now. because i can see it.

and i'm glad for it. :)

you know what, everytime i hear this song, it reminds me of the old you. you that i used to know.

but, you'll never be the same again. WE, will never be the same again.

i know you've been through a hard time.

i know it is not easy to go through all this.

i know it's hard for you to accept this friendship again.

it's okay, i understand.

and again, I'm sorry.

Sincerely,

your ex-'pujaan hati'.

:)

true 'love' story,

when i was a kid, around 4 or 5 years old,
i used to like a boy. i adore him the most! he's my first love. ahaaa
we used to go to school together, played at the railway (landasan keretapi), singing and dancing hindustan song together (seriously),
playing masak-masak, i was the mom and he's the dad, and our children was my barbie dolls.
haha. he's cute and loving. there's one day when we came back from school,
a dog came from nowhere and suddenly barking at us. he grab my hand and we ran as fast as we could.
all i can remember until now is his gentle hand holding mine. aww so sweet~ ♥
we have been friends since we were baby! unbelievable? believe it. haha
we were neighbours and our parents have known each other for quite long time.
at school, he's my only boy friend, and the most closest friend i had.
we're very very very closed until one day, my family had to move to another house, which was located kilometres away.
for a better life, perhaps. haha. i was SOOOOOO sad, because on my last day,
he wasn't there. his family was on vacation, so i didn't have the chances to say goodbye.
and yes, i cried. huu T_T
we never meet again until i was 9 where our family visited him at their new house in Seremban.
and that was the LAST time, i'd ever saw him.



i do miss him a lot.




if someday, we could meet once again, i want to talk to him all day long, but i think maybe a day still seems not enough.
hihi. i want to talk about all our memories, ALL.
and i hope we can be bestfriend again. hmm
but i wonder, where is him now. i really had no idea where is him.
i NEVER heard about him since the last day we met. even my parents had lost contact with his parents.
and if, IF, he read this blog, i want him to know that this entry is specially for him.
yes, him. Azfar bin Azhar.
I still remember his name. awesome right? haha
 i called him aspal. haha. comel kann? :')

i really wish to meet you again. :)

p/s: this is true story okayy. romantik kann? hihi. :D

insomnia again,

mata ni taknak tidur.
dalam hati bercampur campur.
MENGAPAAAA??



tolonglah masa jangan cepat sangat berlalu.

i want to run freely again like i always did when i was a kid.

*sedih sebab conversation kita tadi stop secara 'dingin'. by the way, thanks for EVERYTHING today, 'pakcik'. :)

rambut?

thinking of changing my hairstyle. huhu
eventhough i wear hijab, it doesnt mean that i can't style it. kan?
as long as i don't show it to the non-muhrim guys.. hehe
tunjuk dekat ayah dengan adik je dah cukuppp. ceh ceh tiba tiba tunjuk baik. -,-"


first of all, i think i want to have some fringe like this one!

isn't this cute?? haha. lama tak potong rambut depan ni haa

dah sampai dagu dah punn

lepas tuu, nak potong gaya ni,

wavy style. aku suka rambut beralun2 ni.

rambut lurus je tak berapa minat sebab macam tak berapa nak ada seni.

heh. ni nak kena korbankan sikit la rambut ni nampaknye

T_T

takpe asalkan superb!

ohh tak sabar nak balik rumah minggu depan!

potong rambut~ potong rambut~ potong~ potong~ potong~!

(ok nape jadi macam menakutkan?)

p/s: sorry la entry rojak. kejap english kejap bm. maklumlah, saya kacukan.

      bwahahaha!  =_=

seindah biasa,

" i'm coming home, i'm coming home
  tell the world that i'm coming home
  let the rain wash away, all the pain of yesterday. "
                                              

                                                        -picture featuring: Nina Geofg.

i miss you even more, love! ♥

dare to swear?

buku best!

tak semestinya perempuan kena baca buku tentang perempuan je.

sometimes, men need to be understood. :)

p/s: tak tahan dengan godaan facebook dan belog, sedangkan malam ni
      ada exam critical thinking. haish. berharap agar tak masuk ICU malam ni.

migraine,

migraine = extreme headache.

the picture above explains how i'm feeling right now. T_T

i wonder why i often suffered headache lately.

EXTREME headache specifically. heh

exam's mood maybe? haish

cuba korang tengok gambar bawah ni lama-lama.
yang tak pening pun boleh jadi pening sekali kan?
haha. yes yes aku ada geng! >: )

p/s: everytime i ask you what are you thinking of,

      i wonder, do you ever thinking of me? ♥♥

Istimewa

Tiada puisi atau lagu

Tiada potret tiada ragu

Yang dapat ku ilham seindahmu

Nyata kau satu dalam berjuta

Wahai jelita kau istimewa

Walau ku kembara sedunia

Walau ketemu ramai wanita

Nyata kau tiada tandingannya

Seikhlas hati aku menyinta

Kau istimewa, teristimewa

Daku berikrar

Wahai maharaniku

Bina mahligai syahdu

Hanya engkau dan aku di situ

Tiada mimpi atau fantasi

Tiada rasa lebih berseri

Semekar murni hatimu sayang

Siang dan malam, aku terbayang

Kau istimewa, buat ku tenang

Daku berikrar

Wahai maharaniku

Bina mahligai syahdu

Hanya engkau dan aku di situ

Ingin ku bawa kau ke awana

Ingin memadu kasih asmara

Sepanjang hayatku curah cinta

Sebenar-benar ucapan kata

Kau istimewa oh! Percayalah

Ku perlu cinta dari wanitaku nan istimewa

Beriku cintamu nan istimewa

-Istimewa by Indigo.

lagu belog tukar lagi! hehe.

sweet gile kan lagu ni. sebenarnya dah berkurun lamanya aku cari lagu ni tau.

ingat tak dulu ada iklan sunsilk, pakai lagu tema ni. ala yang ada perempuan pakai tudung, pastu laki tu minat dia, background universiti, blablabla.

malas la nak cerita sini kan. search jela kat youtube 'iklan sunsilk'.

alangkah indahnya kalau ada lelaki yang nyanyi macam ni untuk aku.

haha. sorry la lelaki, perempuan memang macam ni. suka berangan dan mengharap sesuatu yang romantik dari lelaki.

okay mungkin tak semua perempuan kot. hmm

tapi rasanya angan angan aku ni memang hanya angan angan jelah kot.

mana nak cari lelaki yang boleh nyanyi lagu ni untuk kita hah? mana?

ceh emo pulak. mungkin satu hari nanti. mungkin?

hee~

" Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes "

p/s: entry kali ni macam gedik sikit. maaf.

today!

hari ni takde cerita menarik sangat ponn.

apa jelah yang ada dekat Muadzam ni kan. haha

setakat lepak2, makan2 kat foodcourt jelah. itulah paling best yang mampu dilakukan.

mula plan nak study kat sana lepas lunch tu, dengan "pakcik" yang banyak songeh.

tapi bila dah jumpa kan, apatahlagi dekat foodcourt, memang banyak la dugaan.

study pun entah kemana. haha.

lepas tu lepas tu! jumpa baby comel kat situ!

ohmaigod so adorable. suruh "pakcik" dukung, dia taknak. ish tak berjiwa bapa langsung.

HAHA. saya tahu awak baca belog ni. buwelkkkkkkk. (nampak tak saya tengah jelir lidah ni?)

meet my new baby, Syira!

(kredit to 'pakcik' for the pic)

ada gaya mummy sejati tak? HAHA.

ala baby pinjam je ni. baby sendiri lambat lagi. 

oh ye, baby sendiri nama Sara. huahaha

berangan berangannn

dear YOU,

HONESTLY,
i don't want to have any problem again with you.
but why don't you stop hating me, talking bad about me, telling everyone that i'm the worst girl ever.
do you think i am still looking into the matter with you?
honestly, NO.
was my status offensive you and you think i'm writing that for you?
honestly, NO.
i have my own problems and that bloody things got nothing to do with you.
why do you still think that i hate you?
why is it very difficult for you to throw all that EGO, that killing you for all these years?


there is no words anymore to assure you, that we should not continue to be like this.


let's stop all this.
don't you feel tired?



please, learn to,

accept fate.